its been a week in school... its ok i guess...
i think the problem lies in me..
though im still bearing the pain of being alone..
and getting use to the fact that im not with 04...
its not that i blame 03 for leaving me this way..
its just that it takes time for me to get use to changes...

what made it even more depressing, i have friends who notice my appearance when i bump into them...
the most common was "ai.. eu look dead..." or "i miss your cheerful side.." or "eu dun seem like yourself" or "you look tired.. are you ok??"
i agree with them.. but i didnt expect all that to be seen...
i wonder if that made it the barrier to get close to the 03...
cause firstly i do talk to a few.. like morgan, jiaying, zidane, adrena..
but its more like just hi and summarise everything and walk away kinda talk..
argh! im annoyed with myself...

im trying to get use to 03.. i really do..
well, im not trying hard enough i guess..
its hard to not look back to 04 since we have been close since i dun recall when either..
i really miss them.. i treasure every lectures i have with them...
i look forward to seeing them when i was given the chances...

there are others who are suffering the same fate as me..
totally different classes and mix with a whole different ppl...
but im fortunate cause im sticking with one class..
the only problem is getting along with them.. sigh...

to those friends that was there for me when i feel down..
thank you.. aisyah, shafiqa, YC, yee leng, vilvian, diana, yuqian, yihang, yingqi...

seriously.. i think thinking of you fits me the most in this situation... sigh...

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay