~ sheikah's last day in TP... ~ there was supposedly one hour of lesson today... ~ attended psychology lecture... the lecturer wasnt soo bad.. ~ had 3 hrs break in total.. ~ attended the AW lecture which scare the hell out of me... ~ played with iqa when i reach home... ~ bump into a bunch of ppl... yanni, sherry, lya, crystal etc...
ok.. so maybe it wasnt that many.. but even though this are the only things that happened... it seem soo tiring... lethargic these few days!! i dunno why... come to think of it, maybe i do lack of sleep!!! esp staying up all the way till 2am watchin videos online... tmr, go school... lecture.. GAH!!!!!!!!!!! 9 to 11!!! and on MONDAY, its 4HOURS OF HER LESSON!!!
im soo crushed!!! i think i will definitely need to rely on RED BULL to keep myself awake.. argh!!! how worst can it be? the MONDAY blues... hate it hate it hate it!!!
my brain is dead! its not working well right now.. i feel like sleeping!! freak freak freak!!!! i hate school!!
LOVES YA'LL!!!
~aisasha~
21:51
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
i know i had a good day!!!
PSPS was sorta booring!!! i mean, finding a problem and trying to invent something to solve it? It just reminds me of the Science Fair i had in primary school.. i still remember i would try to escape the competition almost every year in my upper primary days... Imagine going through the same thing that i had to when i was in primary school... It is soo annoying luh!!! argh!!!
TBP... it is like another boring session of lecture.. she talks monotonously... nobody listens except a few... and, god knows what is going on in the lecture...
there wasn't CGint tutorial today.. so, we had 2hr break before psychology tutorial!!! imagine the boredom of the whole day!! gah!!! ate at engine school canteen and then went to free access lab to rot... talk to a few people online and practically did boring stuff to occupy time... after that, sihan, dumbiana, wenchieh and me went off to our own classes...
went to the room alone since there wasnt anybody i know... on the way in, i saw ida... then, i was introduced to gloria (dancepartner's friend)... we sat in front tgt and did our activities... our tutor is damn nice!!! im soo lucky to have her compared to sihan's and dumbiana's tutor.. i pity them though... we had to do group work, so ida invited her friend, who coincidentally have the same name as raymond WONG!!! -_-" had fun doing the activities.. was practically laughing the whole way...
out of all the activities ~ psychology tutorial is the BEST!!!!
LOVES YA'LL!!!
~aisasha~
19:09
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
2nd week
ello!!!
let's see... school is tiring!!! im super worn out! can eu believe it? i actually studied maths!!! that is sure a weird behaviour! i mean, it's not like me to do so... i studied before i went to sleep yesterday..
today, on my way to skul.. i was practically smiling to myself in the train.. i look soo insanely retarded!! just because i was listening to Suju cooking song... and it reminded me of yesterday, when i jump on the handle of the chair just cause my dad was holding on to cockroach to scare my nephew.. (eventually he scared me too!!) i got no idea how the song was related to the incident...
i got to meet my buddy!! FINALLY!!! and yihang came out late! darn him! duh! of cause i was annoyed!! it wasnt that bad luh... but she only stayed till 5... then i send her off to the gate.. the best part is she is in NCC (sea).. damn cool!!! the white uniform, the shooting, the kayaking.... its just WOW!!!
and yeah!! i saw my 'slutty' best friend today at design school!!! haha i make her late... but it was great meeting her after soo long... we are in the same school yet i miss seeing her.. the last outing with her was great though!!! haha...
today we did body measurement... almost everywhere!!! god noes for what.. but diana went the extra step... den end up she envy me.. -_-""
went to met yingqi after sooo long!!! that stupid girl!!! misses her loads luh! we went ard school, bought ice cream and settle down to have a long chat... its just soo great! we definitely had a lot to catch up esp we are in the same CDS... come to think of it, we didnt attend lecture cause we though it was full... eventually it did not... that stupid girl luh!!! hahahaha...
LOVES YA'LL!!!
~aisasha~
21:20
Monday, October 27, 2008
APPETIZING supper!!!
i had this for supper yesterday!!! damn nice!! ok.. i just came out with it... we had a whole tupperware of chocolate brownies.. and my uncle brought us mangoes.. sweet sweet mangoes... eventually, i just thought of having smth nice for supper ytd... so i had this made for my whole family... all of them like it!!! im glad!!! it was really mouth watering... *slurrp*
since we still have a lot more choco brownies.. i made it today for myself... and im still eating it while blogging... haha.. cant help it!! it tastes sooo good!!!
so yeah! today is DEEPAVALI!!! so far, ive been slacking and not doing much... the sky is dark already at 3/4 plus.. its gonna rain heavy!!! i love rainy days!!! i dunno, it seems cooling and i feel at peace... though i dun like the sound of the thunder... darn scary!!! anw, i'll stop here.... since there isnt anything much to talk abt..
LOVES YA'LL!!!
~aisasha~
15:33
Sunday, October 26, 2008
first week of school...
To sum up, it was a GREAT wk!!!
of course the thought of going to psychology class alone was kinda scary.. but i got dumbiana and her friend to accompany.. only for lectures though! and i hate sihan's and diana's tutor... he is soo on my hated list.. bleahx! new subjects to learn too!! just hope i can do better than last sem... the REBUS result still does struck me a bit on the sensitive spot..
I was somehow involved in the buddy system that is taking place this upcoming week!! mostly is just bringing around a sec 3 girl in my classes and in school... This shows that i AM friendly and shy... hehe... her name is sheikah, but i got the pronunciation wrong and it sounded like 'shake~ah' instead... JX made fun of me!! kns! bleahx! eu HSBC eu!
most of the time i spent the time going window-shopping with dumbiana... it has been 1 half mths since we went out, so we actually took up most of this week together... but most of all, we really had a long talk after soo long... it felt good, to share with her.. well, especially with the things ive done and suffered to the things that i feel insecure about..
and yup, for TWO straight days!! i met Tina the CBN.. she wanted to study maths and wanted help... so we met and head to the airport to study... well, with my schedule ending in the evening, she still make it and waited... on weds ~ we study in terminal 2 and ate BK for dinner and the CBN ending it with an ice cream sundae... it was soo cold in the airport and i told her she was crazy but she gave me this reason instead "outside cold, inside hot..." -_-" on thurs ~ we went to terminal 3mac to eat and study together.. we both studied maths... i still have a lil bit of confusion about limits.. hmm.... we went home separately..
we had to attend NE forum on friday!!! most of my classmates left for some plans they had... though, at the end of the forum, we had to scan our matric card... its true that we cant escape it.. haiz... but after that, we only have one more to attend!! then, no more!!! woot!!
on sat!! PACE was ok... the art of conversationalist is more about communicating with ppl... one of which, realizing that through communicating is where you found your close friends... and also there is nothing wrong with being silent during a conversation... plus, its not advisable to memorise lines... imagine how we feel if we were the VIP, and hvin to hear the same lines over and over again? thats what it meant... after that was normal, we got our shirt!! i dunno whether to be excited or not... had a great time with June.. eventually, after that i had to go off... so i cant go lunch with her.. T.T maybe next time ya? :)
exam was . . . . i cant even answer the qns!!! darn it!! i feel like i can die!!! i wrote the essay answer full of crap... so annoying... worst was i wrote more than what my friends wrote!! -_-" and i dunno what i was writing about... haiz.. i am soo gonna fail...
went out with my parents for 2 days straight.. SHOPPING!!! i bought the same sandals as dumbiana!! finally found a RED one!! haha... den of cuz i bought shirt and jeans and some other stuffs too!! of cuz we get to spent some family time together!! i love those times!makes me feel like a kid again... haha..
i even spent time with Iqa and Aqi!! it was fun!! i love them loads!!! haha.. iqa has learn how to walk and now she wants to walk everywhere... however, after the end of the outing, she 'pass out' in the cab.. haha.. eu shud c her tired face.. it was soo cute!!!
LOVES YA'LL!!!
~aisasha~
18:51
Monday, October 20, 2008
my wk...
watched eLLen DeGeneres a few weeks back, Will Smith was on the show.. and this was what he said:
"There is no such thing as a new problem in real life, cause' people in the past have gone through the same problem as we do. Therefore, the answers to your problem can be found everywhere. All you have to do is open your mouth, ask and find out how to solve it."
In a way i have to agree on that. It is true, only that when we suffer the same problems we tend to panick and let emotions get in the way. It's just a normal way of reacting! SATURDAY!!!
Let's see... cycling, birthday party and open house.. all 3 for that day, i cancelled! It's not like i do not want to attend.. It's just that, i had exam the day after.. It totally slipped out of my mind till my friend gave me a call that woke me up! I had to pass this exam since i promise my parents i would get top 3 in class... and I want to do better than my friend.. We made a bet on that! i can't lose! It is a selfish thought I agree, but i cant take it playfully when she is serious about it.. For you guys that was annoyed with me, i really apologise... it was my bad! i should start keeping a schedule so i wouldn't get all the activities mixed up..
SUNDAY!!!
study study study even while walking out of my house. Till, i forgotten to bring my ez link card.. In the end, i had to take cab to school.. reached early, but i continue studying... It was soo annoying that i didnt study for the second part of the paper!!! i was practically stuck on the two essay qns! i almost wanna cry!! my friend could do it! and i couldnt!! that was soo frustrating!!! another paper to go.. yet another thing to 'look forward' to.. haiz.. for sure i couldnt do well, since the second paper is my weakness!! -_-" im DEAD MEAT!!! and its my second last year!!! argh!!!!!
MONDAY!!!!!!!!
A new day and the start of school!!! what more than you expect if not the new subjects, meeting friends after soo long!!! another pressure!! so yeah, the school website definitely have something against me! first,i cant enter cause of the password... then,i wasnt able to see my results.. and then, i cant even see my timetable!!! i had to ask yihang to print out for me instead!! haiz..
not bad luh!! only getting to know that my monday is so~so... the first lesson wasnt good!! imagine having to see the lecturer face for 4 hours!!! 2hrs lecture and directly after that is 2hr tutorialwith her AGAIN!!! diao luh!!! it was on HOSPITALITY and TOURISM!!! as usual, im L~A~T~E!!! but lucky it was lecture!! lucky there wasnt any tutorial! if not i will DIE!!!
had 4hours break. so diana, yu qian, bella, dorothy, wenchieh and me went to kfc to eat.. but i had to come back to school at 1300 to attend meeting for the buddy system!! i got a kid from springfield!! her name is SHEIKAH.. cool name!!! but wait till i get to see her..
after that was HCDE (Human Centred Design & Ergonomics). it definitely sound super weird!! but it was fun! we were learning about colours today! it is FUN!!!
after that yihang, issac, diana and me went to the library since we had one hour break to CDS!!! guess what is my CDS? PSYCHOLOGY!!!! first lecture was so~so.. it felt weird cause felt lonely.. you don't even recognise anyone there!! and had to get a book that cost $36 along with a handbook that is $7~$8.. haiz.. die le die!! diana and sihan got psychology too! but they are in the same class and i am in a totally different class... -_-" im worn out ready!! first day end at 7pm!! haiz.. tmr end at 5.. damn tired luh! i want bath then eat then rest then sleep ready ah!!
LOVES ALL!!!
~aisasha~
20:39
Saturday, October 18, 2008
UNBELIEVABLE
the girl i hate, loathes me back! believe it?! like what the heck? it may be true or not.. but hearing that she does almost make me ROFL!!! pls luh! i think i wasted my time on these kids... BIG TIME man! haha.. i really dont care... i dont even noe whats her problem.. weirdo!
today went for band cause sodrin ask me to come along.. i came late by an hour.. but at least i did make it!! saw MR CHONG!!! he commented abt me being more mature... wad e... just cause of my hair?! all these while i not mature luh!! haiz... anw, i visited every section.. i tried to go to my section room but ended up locked.. since there was an instructor inside i went to stay with the percussionists with MR Z.. they played good... can hear the improvement made!! i envy Dian for knowing how to play the bass guitar! it sounded good... but the best part was seeing the juniors!! they were really practicing hard! somehow...
I went with Sodrin for lunch while waiting for Tina to come... From mac we went to kfc and ate there... keith came a lil after that... keith went back to skul and the 3 of us went to sodrin open house!! her house is damn nice luh! so is her parents! :) :) :) i taught tina till the others came.. saw lynn and her fren along with krister... we watched "what happens in vegas" and stayed there till 7++... took photos and met sumathi, maisarah and sohaila in the evening... then me and tina came across 2 cute guys that is sohaila's fren... but we had a change of mind when we were about to leave... but in all, it was really FUN!! i had a great time!! THNX SODRIN!!!
went off with TingShiuan and Fannie (finally updated blog after soo long!!) but me and tina went to ViVo to shop for some accessories, had a fulfilling dinner... and then we went off to head home after a long day... but now we still talkin online!! haha..
!tmr will be gg ain's bdae party! lynn said smth abt best dress.. huh? dunno luh! guess we will see tmr.. haha... in the meantime, i didnt noe its 1++ ready.. gonna slp anw.. NITES!!
after a tiring 4hr walk at MacRitchie.. both of us had loads of FUN!!! we even saw a coral snake (POISONOUS!!) which is super cool luH! lucky that the joggers there told us about it... we saw some other animals too!! it sure is tiring!! but it was great to go there!! it was something new for both of us! :) cant wait to go another one!! though our legs were freaking freakin sore!! haha.. SUJU all the way!! haha.. thnx to her influence, im gg bonkers over them!! ROKUGO!!! haha.. We went to holland to eat and then Mama when to meet her friends where as i went back home to take a short break before going to the hair salon with my sister to do my hair.. it looks weird at times but at times it is fine.. haiz.. i dunno... but after that we went to bugis and did a little shopping there... we bought the same slippers!!! i got white.. and she got the black one!! haha. soo SISTA LOVE yo! haha.. i miss doing that with her... WEDNESDAY!!!
went breakfastwith my parents with aqi and iqa at serangoon!! fullfilling indeed!! i had my paper dosai! which taste damn crispy and SHIOK!!! haha.. after that, we went home then, i pack my stuff to go for chalet at coastal sands.. after packing i went to meet doris at BM interchange to go to orchard... she wanted to go to konikuniya to get some books for jun feng i think... we window shop awhile at wisma then i went off to pasir ris... i was late! as usual... but i cant contact anyone cause my batt low!! -_-"
first day of chalet was ok luh.. food wasnt as fulfilling.. but we did joke ard... we also went around but there is not many places to go to cause it was closed... so yeah! like v kns!! so we walk to the 7-eleven near white sands to grab food... then we walk at the beach till 2plus.. we laughed a lot!! worst was, in the middle of night, i fell off the bed.. wah! my butt PAIN sia! the two single size bed was shared by DUMBIANA, me, issac, yihang, daphenie and chai sia... still got space luh!! but dunno how can fall.. haha.. paiseh ah! but lucky it was dark...
eventually today was a bit boring!! can say we almost nvr do anithin.. all lazy!! haha.. we were all just laying there with all the food gone and only water to drink.. all we do is just sleep or just watch tv.. boringshows! haiz.. half of us left, leaving only 7 ppl dere... well, they checking out tmr aniwae... come to think of it, im HUNGRY!!! haha.. im gonna go eat! fill my tummy!
Let's see.. I went out with doris to the beach... We were suppose to go for cycling but i wasn't in the mood.. haha.. so we bought food and chill out area A/B? whichever that place is... im not 'area-smart'.. she bought vegetarian meal from komala and i bought the new Mac meal... darn! both our meals cost abt $7!! for once, i hv to agree that it is suuupppppper eexxxxxxxxxxx!!! sheesh! we walk, talk, and laugh about stuffs.. Doris was practically laughing her head off watching me eat my wasabi filet-o-fish!! bad enough it taste weird, worst! at the end of eating it, i LOST MY VOICE!!! hilarious really.. it was damn funny especially when we say the same things at the same time... haha.. we were practically letting things out.. all that feels damn good!! i couldn't have felt better.. doris had to meet her bff to go shopping at orchard. wanted to follow but, 1 - it was raining 2 - i wanted to go shopping at bugis 3 - i had to get home before 5 so in the end, we went off tgt instead...
THURSDAY!!
SLACK!!! eventually the whole day, i rot at home watching videos on youtube.. in the morn, i accompany my mom and my kids to the doctor.. aqi - cried cause he hates going to the doctor.. iqa - had fun going there as long as she isn't stuck at home.. the cute part was seeing both siblings competing with one another about eating medicine.. haha.. iqa ate and she wanted more!! but aqi? he had to be strong in front of his adik! the fact is he doesnt really like to eat medicine... he would cry and throw tantrums just to eat it.. IQA is kinda playful for a girl.. though she just turn one-year-old on the 28th sept, she is already climbing around!!! i nearly got a HEART ATTACK watching her!! practically when im soo overprotective of them.. (sorta) one incident was that she climb into her walker herself while my gran, my mom and me was doing our stuffs!! once she got in, she was grinning all the way.. darn that kid!! those two are soo mischievious, their mom practically called them the lil' monster babies!!
FRIDAY!!
watched SuperJunior, or as what my friends call them the suju!! their videos are cute!! and so are their dance moves!! i like Yesung and Kibum best! haha.. they are cute! in the evening, i had dinner with my parents at beach road!! it was great! though my dad was sick, but we still had fun!!! surprise surprise!! he wanted me to take up driving, and he is willing to pay!! its cool to get that opportunity but sadly, i have to wait till 21! this year is the last year that 18 year olds can take.. haiz.. unlike other 17 year olds, i rather not work during hols... 1 - im lazy 2 - enjoy this hols well cause by year 3, there is ATTACHMENT! 3 - by the time i start working, hols are less... but of course, disadv is that i will have no money to go shopping on.. talk abt shopping! my dad doesnt want to get me an iPod! my phone is gonna explode from having too much music!! time to save up then.. haiz.. i don't even hold my own card to spend around.. well, im financially controlled!! mom took my money and saved it... eventually, my spendings are limited! weird for my age right? haiz.. sad sad..
09:58
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
i was watching 8 simple rules of dating my teenage daughter after soo long that i have missed it.. i might be slow.. but i realise that the lead actor was not there!! which came as a shock to me.. after watching it on cable earlier, i went online to search on the episodes.. eventually, he died.. and as a tribute, they made an episode after his death.. throughout the whole time, i cried my heart out... (now my eye's are puffy!!) seconds after it started, i just cried.. then, all those all feelings of mine came back.. it really flashback of those moments that i lost my grandparents and how i was like bridget... i felt guilty, wrong, hurt, stupid.. all those feelings eu know you will blame yourself.. i remember the time i can't accept the fact that they were gone.. i have never cried this much just watching an episode of this... plus, it was a first time that i watch a comedy sitcom, being this sad...
Expressed from the heart & told by the lips, I pledge you my soul as love co-exist, Hatred will rise as i promise you this, Cause our love is strong, too strong to exist..
Bearing the pain to withstand our love, Let it bleed or just let it burn, Nothing can ever bring us apart, To you my love my dear my heart..
My love to you is filled with divine, Remember that we will meet again, Cause in my heart you'll always be mine, Either on earth or when we have died..
♥♥♥ aisasha ♥♥♥
this was actually a challenged given from shasha.. she is a way better at poetry than me.. in fact not only that, even in photography!! she is like my twin but she is older by a year.. haha.. well, i didnt think i did it well though..
Where do i start? haha.. there were soo many things that happen ytd... one of which was going visiting... it was great! eventually all my relatives said was that i changed a lot.. one of the it is that i tend to voice out more.. good in a way but talkative!! haha..
the meaning of Hari Raya actually break through me yesterday.. sibling rivalries from my mom and dad side is finally mending... they were forgiving each other of their mistakes not all but at least its a good start! i mean after years of not meeting, it was just a great momentfor me... seeing them being on good terms again..
talking about 'duit raya', i have not even counted them! i plan to, but i cant bear the thought of spending those money.. i have a lot of things i wanna get, but im trying to refrain myself to only get what i need.. i was planning to get an iPod.. hmm... it's tougher than i thought though.. temptations are just hard to resist..
i envy my cousins... they were all showing me their iPhone!! which was like what the.. Darn it! i been wanting that!! but dad didnt agree to having that phone.. haiz.. worst was that they kept showing it off to me!! no fun! bleahx! haha.. but heck, just being able to get back to that old feeling of comfort with them was good enough... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
For once, i miss going out with my parents!! i don't even know how that feeling came about.. its great going out with them.. especially if i get to spend time with my mom!! its just that when you put both of us in the same room, we can have hell of a good time!! we both like to joke around.. better still, whenever im with her, she cracks me up.. ill be laughing non stop.. haha. i have that habit!! she is like my first bestest best friend that is irreplaceable!! haha.. btw, i FINALLY got to know mom's favourite color is WHITE and ORANGE!! haha..
today i get to meet my other cousins.. damn wad luh! ok fine, i agree all 3 guys are kinda hot.. i mean come on, its been years since i met them and now they have grown soo much.. haha.. but hei! all four of us are still on cold shoulders.. still arrogant to each other.. but it was great seeing their face again!! after soo long.. i hv to agree this year's Hari Raya is the best man! i couldn't ask for more!! haha.. I'M LOVIN' IT!!!
oh ya! credits to jeremy for his great photographs! its damn good and yeah where the heck is that place? i am gonna find out where it is! haha.. and yup.. he still owes me a movie treat along with my $$$!! cant wait!! woot!!!
LOVES YA'LL!!!~aisasha~
14:38
HARIRAYA2008
13:07
Friday, October 03, 2008
RANDOM SHOTS of AFIQAH SYABRAH
22:14
went to skul to cheeck my results...
fear of the thought to even enter the skul to meet raymond wong... fine.. it was another F... i had to retk my REBUS!! which means that i hv an extra topic to study in the following yr... i asked sherry and yanni!! for once im glad hvin a senior in the same course... guess in a way it is an advantage... imagine the shock of wanting to view the exam ppr... it costs $16++... DOTS!!! well, thats the consequences for not doin well in rebus!! one academic warning.. i dun think i nd another one... seriously!!
went to skul with dian and yihang today... den went to the reservoir to relax my mind... after that dian and me pick up her sis at tiong and they wen to my hse for raya!! haha.. it was ok.. but hell it was tiring... with my son and daughter playing ard... well, as expected my hse is in a big mess!!
new rules of the hse were given ytd too... complicated rules... i dun even noe y the changes tk place.. no choice but to follow dem.. worst is there more responsibilities to hold!! this seriously cant get any worst!! darn it.. not really my yr or what i shud say semester...
LOVES YA'LL!!!
~aisasha~
21:44
Thursday, October 02, 2008
i thought i lost it all
i really felt i lost everything... my phone, my best fren, my closest fren, my grades, my self esteem, my confidence... in short.. i felt like i got nothing at all now... imagine another shock being added on my list today.. another F again in REBUS!!!
damn $%^&!!!! argh!!! hate rebus OFFICIALLY!!! damn it damn it!!! hell! one academic warning... another one and im out of my course!! HELL!!!
minus that.. the past few days been great... cleaning and ytd was finally HARI RAYA!!! was great! but i fell aslp halfway cuz was too tired!! took some family photos too!! damn cool...
nothing much to say.. too annoyed with whatever happen...
LOVES YA'LL!!
~aisasha~
19:02
♥about her.
You will never be happy, if you continue to search for what happiness consists of; You will never live, if you are looking for the meaning of life. -ALBERT CAMUS-
A I S A S H A * D A N I E
♥TWENTY♥ 26 JANUARY 1991 QPS*HSS*TP*SIM-UOL
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