i was watching 8 simple rules of dating my teenage daughter after soo long that i have missed it.. i might be slow.. but i realise that the lead actor was not there!! which came as a shock to me.. after watching it on cable earlier, i went online to search on the episodes.. eventually, he died.. and as a tribute, they made an episode after his death.. throughout the whole time, i cried my heart out... (now my eye's are puffy!!) seconds after it started, i just cried.. then, all those all feelings of mine came back.. it really flashback of those moments that i lost my grandparents and how i was like bridget... i felt guilty, wrong, hurt, stupid.. all those feelings eu know you will blame yourself.. i remember the time i can't accept the fact that they were gone.. i have never cried this much just watching an episode of this... plus, it was a first time that i watch a comedy sitcom, being this sad...
You will never be happy, if you continue to search for what happiness consists of; You will never live, if you are looking for the meaning of life. -ALBERT CAMUS-
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♥TWENTY♥ 26 JANUARY 1991 QPS*HSS*TP*SIM-UOL
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