Tuesday, September 02, 2008
hell!!! not looking forward for pace chalet
MORN YO!!Was
awake to eat my morn meal before fasting today..
Now, i just cant seem to get back to sleep..
Go online, check my email and the first thing i saw was
2 emails from Vanessa!!
To meet up
today @ 12pm to go to her hse!! Dat totally
crush my day today..
Was hoping to go out and do smth instead.. haiz..
Eventually i don't seem to be looking forward to whatever is gonna happen today..
firstly ~ i nd to buy the ingredients for the cooked food tmr.. (bee hoon and curry chicken)
secondly ~ hv to meet up with the rest of the committee and go to Vanessa's house.. God noes for what purpose!!
thirdly ~ nd to prepare for the stay over.. what to wear and stuff lidat..
fourth ~ hv to rush home to break fast and help mom with the food...
fifth ~ reminder to jot down the pace events that are gonna tk place..
HELL!! this pace thingy is just
driving me nuts!!
come to think of it, i ever thought of
quitting..
like SERIOUSLY!!
i meant, i didnt hv any reasons for joining did i?
i didnt even bother to listen when they were talking about their CCA during orientation..
the reason why i went for the interview was cuz of
YingQi and Maha...
but in the end, i got in and they didnt!!!
ASS!!! now im stuck, in the committee...
i noe its not big of a deal..
im just
paranoid about this upcoming retreat INDEFINITELY!!!
the others seem
super excited about the event..
i just cant seem to think of the excitement at all!!
I've said it out... Haiz..
Heck! who noes tmr ill b havin
FUN rite?
I guess i just wont let it bother me then...
I don't even know why.. but im either
nervous or
scared the hell out of my wits about
touch..
they haven really contacted abt the
training yet though..
but i hv a feeling that training is gonna be
tougher this hol..
haiz.. i dun even noe how im feeling exactly!! esp these two CCAs..
N levels starts today!! Bitch, POO, Jasmine and Rooster tkin it..
Hope they do extremely well for their exams!!
Yesterday!!
Fasting was alritey!! not as bad as i thought.. made
sardine rolls ytd by myself! :)
My fam said i was ok but to me its not as nice.. I missed out
one freakin ingredient!!
ok.. im not really a
perfectionists!! but its just annoying that it didnt turn out the way i wanted it to be...
I taught my daughter the
names of food (vegetables, meat etc.) she seems to be liking being taught...
Did it out of
boredom actually as she doesnt want to let go of me..
Diana had probs again.. She was practically
crying while msgin me..
ok.. dat was cuz she told me.. wanted to call her but i definitely cant hear her through her
sobbings.. so i let that thought slipped...
consoled her about it till she
fell aslp.. -_-"
well, just hope she
feeling btr! maybe ill check on her later..
ouh ya.. told rohaizat
the truth!! haha.. seemed a lil shock abt it..
but i think we're
cool abt it.. haha..
he is still as
irritatingly annoying like usual!!
LOVES YA'LL!!~aisasha~
05:52
